Sunday, June 26, 2005

'when i look into the skies above
and wonder how my life has changed
all i feel is heaven calling me'

today...its like iwas really thinking...Pastor Kong spoke on our purpose....so i asked my self...eh monkey....wads ur purpose....the really sad thing is i dun realli noe haha....so i decided to set myself a purpose...a goal...a place to look forward to....

in 3 weeks its the arise and build programme....i m announcing tht i m gonna save every amount and every inch ihave...so u ppl thinking bout tempting me to go out...NO WAY! ....its just great to hav a building in the marketplace for the marketplace to penetrate the marketplace...den ppl like marcus tan wont go....Jurong west street 91...too far la...no bond....lol....so we r all working and praying towards tht....

notice i said work and pray...so when we pray...we ask God or we call it an act or step of faith....but work comes in to....so for all we want...we have to work work work....i hav such a bum the past months...so ppl...please help me to stop slacking...

tml we r all back to school...parts of me tht still longs for the holiday...other part wants to get back into the studying routine....how i wish i could chop into 2 piece...one hav fun...the other study...den afterward...exchange roles and vice versa....but den again i cant write with my left hand so forget it....i need to constantly remind myself tht to suffer now n enjoy later is better den to enjoy now and to suffer later for a long long time...heh...where does motivation come from...i wish i could go to NTUC and buy myself a jar of motivation like winnie the pooh would buy himself a pot of hunny...haha....but theres realli a lack of it now...i just hope...it ll come n i ll be able to sit down...shut off the rest...and u noe wads comes next...i hope the hw pile isnt too large...as much as i appreciate the extra load...in actual fact i dun...i think...we can thank the teachers for making it so far....but wad remains is a narrow path where only one man can go...we could move in single file but i rather not...im just trying to say we need time to study....n do spend it doing excess hw...

and today...i played a good game of bejewelled...n i topped my buddy score...hahahahahah....okok....tml...school....cheer up nic tan...and all the rest hu r sulking...it isnt realli tht bad...just think 5 months...n will all be siao until cannot siao...haha....so study hard ppl...

re-living the holidays...i guess i had alot of fun especially during emerge...

'so i look to you
so i look to you'

|cowpoo| 8:11 PM|

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